Updates?

haha now now now.. aku mls update sal nya haha ada urg tau aku punya blog then ya slalu bca kira nyibuk la haha ane blog ane aku jrg update so yeah haha aku ada 2nd blog jua kn haha so thts all :P

The Sunset Will Never Charm Us

i am what i am.. and i'll stay sludge..

..for the past few years i've always had these horror and nightmares that haunt me.. i can't kill those memories and i dunno why,try to forget about what has happen is hard,but i'll try,keep trying and try until i finally made it.. those whispers that i've heard,those times that i've spent with you..is just another empty moments,i'll forget those stuffs we ever did,the moments that we cheer for.. without those memories,im useless and weak..but for sure,i can carry all those burden,those sarcastic words u ever sent to me.. and not even one word i've replied.. im useless from the beginning,the beginning of my life,the beginning where i open my eyes and see the world,im not making this up.. its on the tip of my tongue & each time i saw the sunset goes down.. i feel like u were there,right next to me.. those moments when were watching movies together,u hold me tight and put my hand into ur tummy,so that i can feel the warmness that u've kept... when this all came to my memories,its hurting me deep inside.. i feel like its killng me.. its taking my life slowly.. it ate my hope,courage,pride and my heart... the heart that i kept for you.. is no longer to be needed.. its full of hatred,vengance and anger..


to be continued.....

i missss bintulu ;(

haha aku mau lagi ke sna haha fcuk ehhh hahaha :P esk or monday jogging & mlm ne ada function d umah wuhu tpi nda jua syokss tu eh :P nada wa joke sja haha shitsss la apa itu la ini laa,aha. okie okie, to buck'sss, goodluck in your studies yoo and and,do take care bro. hope your checking my blog always. be safe & be good out there,jan lupa,belikan ku bju haha :P nadawa,aku tau alasan mu pasti nada duit haha "nda ku bduit rez" haha :P joke waa buck haha jn mrh eh,jn jdi bro andre hgahaahah urg sumbung udah haha,urg ITB jua waa,mun ku ke jumpahan ya buck,aku ngambat pala nya ahh buck,kima urg catu,nda layak d buat kwn,mati2 ku banci ya dh ne,pduli th ku uncle nya gangster apaka apaka,aku mnggil gangster ku urg masjid ahh,mari tah be ambat ramai2,haha idc hahah mati mati laa,apa takot haha selagi nmanya mseh ya berdarah kn babi haha bh buck byes. nanti2 ku ke penang ngaga ko,ku ambat ko kai pisau nnti :P byesssss.

Secret Crowds

1. Do you have secrets?
haha awu lerr haha
2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl older than you?
huh? hyeah haha tpi nda jua kan tua brabis laa ahh =)
3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
wuheee :P for sure biar tia lama haha lagi lama lagi bgus haha
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
enjoy ke bintulu! :P byk tmpat lawa d sna haha plus d girls fuyoooh hahah 
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
nopey cos my bestfren is a GUY haha
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone i guess?
7. How do you define love?
love is amazing if u have it,but its killing u anyways if u lose it haha
8. how does your love express his/her feelings toward you?
im single! =) i love being single hyeah haha
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yeah haha jogging and and :P pham2 laa ahahaha
10. What makes you sad?
when my grandma sakit :(
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
ill be a good man in the family and probably a good dad :P haha apakn buduh eh haha
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
my mummy,bucktear and c c c c :P
13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
uhuu my lovely stuffs,any stuffs will do,cos i kept everything in a good shape =)
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
yeah. single and rich and married but poor? no no no.
15. What is your favourite colour?
red =)
16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
i'd pick the one that i really love,eventho she doesnt love me back :)
17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
NOPE! I HATE LIARS!!!
18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
aha i wanna tell to her how much i want her :)
19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
ermmmmmmmm.... ??
20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
yes but no aha apakn :P
 
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Goodnite Folksss!

hmm aku baru blik dri suatu tempat yg d mna bnyk bini2 yg lawa wuheee hahaaha mmg syokss la hahah and finally i've earn something which is important in my life. "patient" wow! HAHA okie thats all,im going to sleep. byess haha sooo nice this girl haha

Im Back Esei!!!! Hahaha Now Let's Dance & Kill Me!!!

Let's drop!
Yeah, come on

I'll take you home
If you don't leave me at the front door
(Leave me at the front door)
Your body's cold
But girl, we're gettin' so warm
And I was thinking of ways
That I could get inside
(Get inside)

Tonight you're falling in love
Let me go now
This feeling's tearing me up
Here we go now

Now if she does it like this
Will you do it like that?
Now if she touches like this
Will you touch her like that?
Now if she moves like this
Will you move her like that?
Come on, shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it

Shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it (x4)

Your lips tremble
But your eyes are in a straight stare
(In a straight stare)
We're on the bed
But your clothes are laying right there
And I was thinking of places
That I could hide
(I could hide)

Tonight you're falling in love
Let me go now
This feeling's tearing me up
Here we go now

Now if she does it like this
Will you do it like that?
Now if she touches like this
Will you touch her like that?
Now if she moves like this
Will you move her like that?
Come on, shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it

Shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it (x4)

I saw you dancing
And I couldn't get you off my mind
I could tell that you could tell
That I was taking my time
But I was thinking of ways
To get you to stay tonight
Body's shaking
Tell me off so I can turn off the lights

Now if she does it like this
Will you do it like that?
Now if she touches like this
Will you touch her like that?
Now if she moves like this
Will you move her like that?
Come on, shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it

Shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it (x4)